i always go for a drive when i'm in a mood like this, but listening to voice mail messages never helps ( Read more... )

i just had the most scary, surreal dream i that i can remember. and there's nobody to tell me it's no big deal or hold my hand.

and now i have to go to class.

it's pretty fulfilling to know that after every entry i write, i'll get to have it read back to me like you're a stenographer in a civil court case ( Read more... )

back from break.  relatively relaxed, despite the intensity of my remaining cough.  my hair's sticking up, i'm out of money, and my feet are cold, but i'm alright.

i took a quiz on findyourspot.com, and it turns out that the top cities i am suited to live in are providence, boston, hartford, and some other places in new england.  i was a little ( Read more... )

"he doesn't think like normal people," thought my mom as i left the room. she'd always been proud of my intelligence, but lately i'd been asking questions that were making her uncomfortable ( Read more... )

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i helped butz and brian make a lame romantic dinner for their girlfriends; i spent two nights in murfreesboro; i bought scudder pissy chinese food for his birthday; i got attacked by glitter again; i went to the doctor again. and i still have more than half of my break left ( Read more... )

this one's touchy and actually deserving of tact ( Read more... )

i'm intellectually lonely, and it's frustrating.

anyhow, i'm about to head home.  it looks like i'll be spending my days in ever increasingly uncomplicated ways (i.e. the park, my bed, waffle house, visits to murfreesboro, practicing my vices, etc.)

and i hung out with steffie and company last night.  i can't get enough of that girl, which is weird ( Read more... )

well i went to sleep feeling alright, but i woke up relatively inconsolable.

this is good news for you and i'm happy, but it also means that i'll probably be spending my thanksgiving in the corner with my hands in my pockets. and this is finally the set of circumstances in which i can identify with no one ( Read more... )