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[totalvirility]

# Abortion?: Is that the only option? To abort all contact between us entirely? I can't think of any other way, that's why I did what I did. It doesn't mean I don't love you, it means that I love you TOO much- you need to let me get over you, or else I'll be stuck here in this hell

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[irishfuck]

DAMN!

Charlie...you know, I really hope that I never EVER am hurt by anyone as much as Cameron has quite apparently hurt you. I'm so sorry. I feel for you, and in two weeks when I'm done with school, I would love to take you out and get you drunk at a gorgeous place with a vacant crowd. the shoulder to drunkenly cry on is, of course, available.

Obviously, I do not know the details of your situation with him, but from what I've read above, I firmly believe that cutting off all communication would be the best approach...for now, at least. but then again, i do not really understand the situation, so any advice that i offer is obviously about as beneficial as the "hot tips" located in every woman's magazine.

[totalvirility]

Thanks- actually, I just had the 'cutting all contact' conversation last night.
Now I need weed, more than anything. It makes me happy.

[irishfuck]

that, i can always supply.

[klingrap]

This may not be a popular view, but you're doing the right thing by getting really fucking angry, expressing it and cutting off all contact. You'll get over it sooner and be able to move on.

Long live bitter Jews.

[totalvirility]

Actually, the 'cutting all contact' conversation was the least angry we'd had. It was more just sad.
Before that, there was anger. Now, there is anger.

Now, there is still a lot of abuse I'd like to hurl at him, and am frustrated by the fact that we're not talking, so I can't...

urgh...

[lifenxcess]

I concur with all the above. Let's go out, smoke, get wasted. We'll make you forget about all this with some down home debauch fun!

[totalvirility]

Sounds good. Bring somebody hot, who won't get attached.

[totalvirility]

Doesn't sound half bad. And let's smoke a bowl, as well!

[anonymous]

wow.

[fortypaces]

do you need ativan? i feel like i'm offering it to everyone, but i also feel like you probably already have it.

beyond that, this post of yours really floored me, which is hard to do, considering that 3000 miles away, my cat has somehow disappeared, and the apartment i was planning to sell has suddenly sprung a leak that has destroyed an entire wall, thereby making my sale moot for up to six months until it is fixed.

still, your post. a seconded wow.

j

[totalvirility]

Um, thanks!
I have ativan, but always welcome more.
Still up for a cigarette later?
I'll smoke 12.

[fortypaces]

was the cigarette later today, or later in the week? i'm all lost-catted out, and the rain is making the melancholy worse, but of course i'm up for it later, because i'm feeling all adrift. if not, you name the time.

josh

[totalvirility]

Whenever's fine with me. I don't have any plans. Tonight or tommorrow are probably better for me;

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