Recovery

Jul 22, 2003 12:47

So! It's been a really kee-razy week, so I'd best post all the fun-filled madness that's been going on around here, so all of you can know just how kee-razy it's been! Of course, all of you reading were probably there with me, calming me down and saying "you're not going to die...you're not going to die..." but my new therapist tells me it's ( Read more... )

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joerandazzo July 22 2003, 18:45:34 UTC
again.
who are you?
coz now im all curious.
your life....
tell me everything.

joe

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totalvirility July 22 2003, 19:15:08 UTC
Oh, hi- I'm that guy who you added as a Friendster. Or one of them. (Charlie- is it kosher to say your actual name on here?). Aspiring filmmaker. Temp. That guy.
That's me.

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yeah, your comments are working claudelemonde July 22 2003, 18:47:25 UTC
GREGOR. be careful! i was worried. panic attacks SUCK.

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Re: yeah, your comments are working totalvirility July 22 2003, 20:07:19 UTC
Have you had them? It's weird, I was really trying to wallow in a lot of self-pity last week, and I'd tell my friends "Panic attacks are horrible! You don't understand! They're not just anxiety attacks, they're this physical nightmare and they're awful!", and then they'd say "Oh yeah, I had them for 3 years, and I'd be, like, 'well, where was I? Did you deal with them better than me? Just feel sorry for me, dammit! Nobody's ever felt this bad before ever!"...
Definitely being careful now. Very, very careful.

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Re: yeah, your comments are working lapsedmodernist July 22 2003, 21:10:50 UTC
dude, you knew i used to have them when i lived in LA. and i did not even have you around for support *sniffle*

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klingrap July 22 2003, 19:20:11 UTC
OMIGOD! What the fuck did you take? Who did you get it from? How can I recognize it in the future so as to NEVER EVER put one in my mouth?

Jeezus, that worried the shit out of me. Are you okay now? I'm meeting you for drinks tonite along with chica and BSJ, hope that's ok.

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totalvirility July 22 2003, 20:05:42 UTC
Um (keep your mouth shut, Anthrochica)- I'll just say this much. If you're going to do a line of something? Ask what it is beforehand.
In this case, it was the exact drug that I'd mentioned to BSJ that I hated more than any other. Whoops!

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irishfuck July 23 2003, 14:31:35 UTC
i'm confused....so, were you riding the H train to itchy and scratchy land?

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totalvirility July 23 2003, 15:06:28 UTC
No, I meant to get on one C train but hopped on another by mistake, one that variably goes by C, M, or (nauseatingly) T. That particularly train hates me like I fucked its wife.

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lapsedmodernist July 22 2003, 21:44:51 UTC
i just realized something: your writing/narrative style in this entry is exactly like Bridget Jones'.

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totalvirility July 22 2003, 22:59:35 UTC
Not that I've ever read Bridget Jones, but fuck you.

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anonymous July 25 2003, 20:02:50 UTC
Christ. What a week. Friend of mine had similarly terrible result from same recreational activity (he was arrested for trying to break into his childhood home, which he forgot the family moved out of 7 years earlier. Ensuing horrific scene in lock-up). After a week, he was fine. Panic attacks didn't come back. Just very, very serious reaction to the drug. Good luck,

ZP

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