Awesome week in carbondale ( Read more... )

I found this lying on my desk today. It's a letter from A Friend of the familly to my mother. The women spoken of us was like a second mother to me. I don't know why the letter surfaced, since it was dated back in august of 2004. I posted it not really for anyone else to read it but for myself to save it forever. This journal has become more of ( Read more... )

I miss you

Love, I don’t like to see so much pain
So much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

These past two nights have been so nice. It was nice to be with someone who would actually go a little out of their way to spend time with me. Pretty much everytime me and stef see each other its like no time has passed. My cheeks were actually starting to get sore from laughing and smilling so much. I only wish she wasnt in such a shitty ( Read more... )

screw you man... screw you.

Listen to "time is running out" its about you.

I really need to stop getting my hopes up.

It's like it all hit me again.

I've been bed ridden sick for three days it's time to drown my sorrows.

Last night was really nice, it was good to hear from her even if there were tears in her voice ( Read more... )

Here is my several step plan some will be edited and more may be added ( Read more... )

I'm really afraid to call her. I'm not really sure why. It's so wierd because this is definatly the longest we have ever not talked. I just don't even know if she wants to talk to me. Before he showed up we talked at least everyother day if not a couple times a day. she was my best friend i felt like i could tell her anything. I wanna call ( Read more... )

I miss her...