It hurts to know she is willing to jump off a bridge for him. It hurts to know i've been outdone. It hurts to know that there is no coming back from this one. It hurts to know that the future as i saw it is not a possibility. It hurts to be waiting for somthing that is never going to happen. It hurts to know that it is my own damn fault. It ( Read more... )

Hey aaron girls suck, all they do is cause pain... Wanna make out??

I got a house!!!!!!

Well actually two houses. Me and 8 guys at SIU starting in august will have to 807 and 809 college rd. Two four bedroom houses. HELL MOTHER FUCKING YEAH!!!!!!!!!

sorry its a little exciting.

I decided since i am far to addicted to this stupid thing i would just have to remove her journal. Not cause i don't care about her anymore but because reading her journal sincerely makes me feel ill.

For the first time in a long time, i thought about my future and realized everything is going to be o.k.

everytime i read this thing it gets a little worse. I gotta stop reading this damn journal.

Oh yeah one of the best weeks of my life. talk about it later.

Back and forth i go. I can't decide with this girl. She's leading me one so bad. Im really kinda sick of it. I want to wait for her cause i want to be with her but i really just don't think she has any future intentions with me. Everytime he leaves she comes to me and pretty much acts like my girlfriend. Then he comes home, im tossed to the ( Read more... )

Did i mention i am now a gay?

I have decided three things while being home.
1. I am not going back to southern until next year...
2. I am gay, i have sworn off woman forever they suck(take offense all woman)
3. I have now sworn off all people they suck i'm going to go live in a cave or possibly under a bridge.

that's the eric davison life update...

you're scaring the shit out of me...