Jesus, can you hear me?
love me most when i love myself least

and tell lucifer i said hello

Some actual disasters not only suggest that precognitions of the future can occur, but that it may occur more often than we might assume. Of course this outrages common sense which takes the view that what has not yet happened cannot possibly be known. Well unless it happens to be predictable like the great moments of GOD. What if we have the ( Read more... )

I want to feel the world around me. I want to see what's beneath this horrid picture and I want to drink it and bathe in it. I want to rape the truth. To take it my hands and completely blacken it with my thoughts and soften it with my words. I want to own people. To know them completely and to control them like puppets. I want to hold them and ( Read more... )

The moon was beautiful last night! I fell asleep staring at its exceptional wonder. I wish I could dive right into it’s light as if it were a pool of water. If I had a garden in the stars, I would place the moon in the center of a pond and watch fish glisten and lily pads sing. Yes. Yes, I think my garden would be the greatest. You all would be ( Read more... )

No storm can shake whats already taken away

Drove up to the lake today…alone. Not alone though. I had the trees and the birds to keep me company. I meditated with nature at my fingertips. I sat there watching the silver reflections of the sun dance across the water. I thought that it looked like flames. Fire in water. What a beautiful thought! I must have sat there for hours, just thinking ( Read more... )

“Come into my world”, He said. I couldn’t believe this dream was so real, almost as if I were taken into another world in my sleep. As if I had no body to begin with. I could feel his touch and his breath against my skin. Why had it seemed so real? Had the gods themselves sent me such a vision ( Read more... )

xA Little About Me ( Read more... )

Sean was perfect. I never got his last name, but I’m almost sure of it. He was perfection & then it happened again. I somehow found emptiness even while being surrounded by his perpetual beauty. Why must the greatest looking guys be the greatest assholes? He was the one that initiated the conversation at the college. He was the one that seemed ( Read more... )

Why the hell does anyone trust me when I don't even trust myself?