You push me to my limits. You disappoint me more than I deserve. I deserve respect...I get none. I deserve honesty...again, I get none.
We are bonded together for one thing...nothing more. I can't stand you...I DESERVE BETTER. I DESERVE MORE.

It's hard to expect more, but recieve less. To WANT more, and pretty much get nothing.
I don't want to try ( Read more... )

Why have I stayed in this relationship? Why have I given so much of myself away? Why did we start a family so early? Why didn't I leave a long time ago? Why was I scared to be alone? I have wasted so much time in this. i have lost so much of myself in this.

I gained another love, my daughter...but now she will lose a father. I cry thinking of this ( Read more... )

I am so irritated lately. I almost want to be single. I am just selfish and don't want to be alone.

I need:
Someone who can keep me laughing. 
Someone who will not lie to me and who will always be truthful.
Someone who wants to be helpful.
Someone who will atleast TRY to get along with my mother.
Someone who can handle honesty.
Someone who can laugh at ( Read more... )

My internet as been down. Boo. Thats real frusterating, I always want to go on the computer to go on the internet, but lately my computer hasn't wanted to work.

I'm going to GVSU to check it out tomorrow. Hopefully it is a good, stressfree. boyfriendless weekend! I need one of those.

I CAN'T STAND HER!!!
I want to move out now pretty much.
She is disgusting...when she "cleans" she is making a bigger mess!
It drives me crazy.

I need a break. Thankfully I'm going to MI to see my best friend on Saturday. I need that! She is the only person I actually like.

I can NOT stand my roommate. She is a complete slob. She half-asses everything. She is a complusive liar. EVERYTHING she says is a basically a lie. I can say that I actually HATE her. I have two months left to live with her, let's hope I don't go off on her or kill her before those two months are over.

I pick the winners I guess...my boyfriend got arrested today for possession of weed. Dumb boy.
I need out. This is not what I want for myself.

I stopped using LJ, but it's cool that is one of our projects to do. I went back through all my old entries and laughed at myself. I'm kind of patheric I realized while reading them ( Read more... )

i used to love it here...now I can NOT stand it ( Read more... )

I don't know why tonight, but I just realized that I'm not over him at all ( Read more... )