I never really go into this thing anymore. I don't remember who from my friends list once wrote something about this journal only being used as an outlet for when you feel mad, sad, lost, alone, EMO (as Nick would call me),etc. I've been going back and reading my past journal entries. Which let me tell you, it wasn't a good idea. (watch out! I'm ( Read more... )

So why is it that when everything is going good, and there are way more reasons to share the good things in life then the bad, it's when theres no desire to write in this thing?

Hey there....well I haven't been here for a while, I guess everything is ok for me too. Daniel is growing really fast, he's only 3 months and already wears 6 month clothes!. He has brightend up my life so much! it seems like every day that goes by I feel I love him even more ( Read more... )

Is this a dream? if it is please don't wake me from this high, I'd become comfortably numb, until you opened up my eyes to what it's like when everything's right, I can't believe you found me when no one else was looking, how did you know just where I would be? you broke through all of my confusio, the ups and the downs and you still didn't leave. ( Read more... )

A friend made me see today how greatfull I trully am about being a single mom. Earlier today I thought to be the luckyest woman alive, I mean, I have a wonderfull son, and a great supporting family. But then as the day went by I started feeling kinda lonley, I know I shouldn't feel this way. I don't want to think about it so much, but I just have ( Read more... )

I'm almost done! I was decorateing Daniels little area, like where his crib is and I thought I would share how it looks so far.It's pretty muchg done, I just need to hang some stars from the sealing. Here are pictures of how it turned out ( Read more... )

Now, today, I can honestly say with an opened heart...I am trully happy. Every time he looks at me with those big beautiful eyes I get this unexplainable feeling in my heart. He is my life, my love, my everything. I never imagined so much love could excist in this life time. It's unbelieavable how this little piece of heaven has saved me, changed ( Read more... )

ok I just reolized something...the picture on my userinfo.....I put that up as a joke and I left it on there....I feel odd. anyway! too lazy to change it. ok so I'm bored, I've decided to write on this thing ( Read more... )

"It get's old pretty quick...and sometimes you reolize it a little too late, if at all"...I don't know how to tell him that I know how he feels, that he's not alone. I think about what I would of liked for someone to tell me when I was in his place, and the only thing I can remember is not wanting anyone to tell me anything about anything. ( Read more... )

I'm sorry to say, but I feel like shit, literally....I just came back from my doctors appointment, everything is fine (thank God), I'm only 2cm and I want to have the baby out already, the doctor told me that he wont enduce it unless I'm 4cm.....hah! like that's gonna happen any time soon!...he said we can wait another week too. Well I didn't know ( Read more... )