it's easier to run, replacing this pain with something more, its so much easier to go, then face all this pain here on my own.

u talk down to me like im a child.....like im stupid. no wonder i feel unwanted

sometimes i feel like no one wants me around. and its usually not that feeling from one person but a group. have u ever felt stupid cause a group of people say something about u. i do. all the time. people piss me off. mostly the people in rotc but there are others also. i hate hanging around with people. even the most cared for people make me feel ( Read more... )

Trust......why do u lie about it

i walked into the room. i tripped over someones foot. maybe on purpose or not. but the fact is i fell. she helped me up and when i looked up at her beautiful face, i saw the light brown eyes that i've been looking for forever. my heart stopped. i think i hasnt beat until today ( Read more... )

am i supposed to feel like im missing something. everyone keeps talking about something wierd. am i the only one left out of this or does anyone else feel this way. i go to great lengths to keep what i have. i try my hardest to be the best one of my kind. but none of it is appreciated. im sure a few people can relate. kinda only one. (GT is ( Read more... )

yo....mini boot camp was the shit....im a changed man. i can feel it. i feel completely different. i feel more confident about myself. more effecient. i cant wait till school starts. not for any other class than rotc. i wanna be Platoon leader so bad. those ns-1's are going to be better than me when i started if im platoon leader. i may be a little ( Read more... )

i got a job....maybe even 2 if it goes right. ...(i have something to tell u). this is going to be crazy. after school i go work. then i do homework. then sleep and school again. i will even work weekends for my plan to work. thats right i have a plan. for all u mofos who think touchet is just a wanna be loser with no where to go in life, well i do ( Read more... )

this could be a hurtful subject. do u think u are ready for it....here we go ( Read more... )

i was pissed. didnt do much about it. whatever. as long as the trust is still there then its ok. as u can see, i havent put any people on my list for a long time.i guess its over then. im here at pc touch being bored and jacob is looking over my shoulder. menchola is gay and must die. whos wit me. torre i knoe u are. can anyone help me im looking ( Read more... )

i still cant w8 to just have one second alone wit u. this seems to be to maritza at first but its not. i feel like kicking ur ass. im holding back. my problem has now become urs. i wont finished being pissed until i feel u have a had a punishment for trying to do what did. and to the other one. i hope u rot in hell, if u beleived in it.