yeah, I'm having a bitter sort of time.
warning for language

“Savant”
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going through a divorce. Which tends to inspire thoughts. Like ya do.
Also, been watching a lot of Twinsthenewtrend on YouTube, which reminds me of my roots. If you haven't watched them, those kids are amazing.

Proclamacion
(de Amante del Mundo)
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So... there were calla lilies at the grocery store today.
Calla lilies scare the shit out of me.

TW: mention of some things that happen to some kids that you hear about around the edges and don't make sense to you until later, when you're an adult.

“UNNATURAL”
(4-22-19)
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Other things that keep me on Smallville for the interim. Because I know most folks have moved on, and the AO3 group on FB taught me some reasons why. Like apparently there are, you know, out, TEXTUAL gayboy couples on TV shows now. 40+ yo me is kind of blown away by that. Partly I find that a wondrous thing, partly I'm like, but where's the fun ( Read more... )

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The covers for which I made the previous slew of pics.
The NSFW ones are in the works, hehe; these are all still in the pre-smut stage.


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Some of the stuff I've been up to while I've been "away ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of this. It just keeps happening. I'm just... tired. Tired of getting the Move Along sign on the Internet every time I have something that looks like a home, because I'm "undesirable"; of losing contact with everybody all over again, knowing my world's going to get smaller and smaller once more ( Read more... )

Some more recent poetry...
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It's so easy to "win" when you have boys like these ranting away in your brain...

"Choix-Libre" Pt. 7: "Coax/Loathe"

Synopsis

Part of novel-length WIP begun 2005 (the parts I'm entering thus start in the middle; 50,000 words cored out of what is already a 1,900 pg tale and growing):

Title: “Choix-Libre” aka “Freedom of Choice”

Fandom:  Smallville

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