it was a boat getting ready for christmas, i was on it and so were some queers. i remember being so upset that k was leaving me, and i just began floating up and up and up. so many stories to the boat--i never floated above it, just though layers of balloons & tinsel and people started to fly up with me. none of them were k ( Read more... )

+gym today, nearly exactly an hour in the perfect headspace / bodyspace. back in that old place, trusting my body to tell me when to stop & noticing my breathing heavying without straining the periphery ( Read more... )