Sleep is a word that I don't know anymore. I've been stressed with everything thats been going on, its seriously getting to be too much to handle. Someone please tell me why everytime I fall for a guy they leave me? Tell me why everytime I put my trust in a guy they give me reasons not to trust them and fill me in on how come everytime I give my ( Read more... )

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don’t always say, what’s on my mind
You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy
But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I’m kinda scared
Cos I don’t want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you ( Read more... )

I've been thinking alot more than usual lately and nothing good has come from it.  I dont know what I want from people anymore, I dont know what I want to do with myself and I dont know who I am anymore. Every now and then I notice that I'm starting to slip back into my old self. The old bitchy self who hated everybody and didnt want to love and be ( Read more... )

I've been sitting here for 5 minutes and I have nothing to say

I love it how people judge me and talk about me like they know me.. thanks for making me the center of your world!!

[*As we go on, we remember all the times we've had together, and as out lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever*]

I remember many of the old times with my good friends, the people who were there for me when I was younger, the people who made me who I am today. Without all of you, I wouldn't be me. You've all taught me ( Read more... )

I dont really know what Ive been feeling lately, alot of new feelings and many old feelings. I feel really out of place, like no matter what I do I can't fit in. and when I say fit in, I dont mean with people, I mean with myself. I havent been being true to myself and its really starting to bother me. I'm not the Same little ol' Samio from Ct. I've ( Read more... )

I am offically a shitty girlfriend! Why do I push away the ones that I care about the most? I wanted him, I got him, now I'm starting to push him away! He's mad at me, wont talk to me, I think It's over, Im hoping its not over.. oh god.  I have dont this with every boyfriend that I've had. I am soo retarted, I have no idea why I do this but I ( Read more... )

I'm suspended until Monday.. I got court sometime soon and possible probation...

When I tell you to get out of my face;I honestly mean it

Sorry for everybody who was offended by this little Incident

*Everything seems to be going wrong these days, I cant seem to grasp anything anymore...

When the hour is upon us
And our beauty surely gone
No you will not be forgotten
No you will not be alone

And when the day has all but ended
And our echo starts to fade
No you will not be alone then
And you will not be afraid
No you will not be afraid

When the fog ( Read more... )