Going to Ct prom Memorial weekend, not sure about anything else, that's all I know.

Kinda excited
Kinda nervous

I haven't updated this bad boy in a while. Nothing too new since last time I guess. I've been watching people and learning the way that they work, and I feel like I've lost alot of friends, but suprosingly I dont care. I think I found the love of my love, but im not sure because I've never loved somebody and had them love me back. I feel useless ( Read more... )

Hey! wanna hear something sad, everybody at Shepaug are ALL the same, besides a few select people. I look at peoples picture trails and other shit like that and eveybodys the same, How can a person live like that? People think theyre all emo and "converse is cool" yeah, they're cool, but not when EVERYBODY has a pair. Ya know, i dotn care if you ( Read more... )

On a long and lonesome highway east of Omaha
You can listen to the engines moaning out as one note song
You think about the woman or the girl you knew the night before

But your thoughts will soon be wandering the way they always do
When you're riding sixteen hours and there's nothing much to do
And you don't feel much like riding, you just wish the trip ( Read more... )

Im not coming down for the fair becaus I have no money and no ride..

Well, I went to see Devils Rejects last night and I am very dissapointed. Deffinetly not a top quality Rob Zombie movie. I was looking for a great movie and I got to watch this shitty, non sick, non twisted film! ugh..

It's quarter to one in the morning and im talking to coney. I cant stop crying, I dont know if its because of him or what. Somethings missing but i dont know what itis, i think im having a mental breakdown, I HATE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING, everything.. fuck you, fuck this, FUCK IT WHY AM I CRYING? WHO DID I PISS OFF TO DESERVE THIS? I HATE YOU, I ( Read more... )

Todays a depressing day. honestly, nothing has been going right, except last night. last night was perfect. Nothing went wrong, nothing at all and I enjoyed that. All last week was fucked up and I was about to let go of everything, and hanging out with Chris eric and ashley last night showed me diffrent. Honestly, when he walked in the room, I ( Read more... )

Soo.. nothing much has really happened lately. I didnt end up going down to Ozzfest.. yea that SUCKED! Oh well, I told all the people I was going to see that I Promise I would see them for the Bridgewater fair! I didnt mean to sneak out on 4th of july.. tehe ( Read more... )

       I find myself walking around in circles over him and I dont know what to do anymore. I dont know what he thinks about me anymore.. I keep reassuring him that I still want to be with him and that I'm not moving on anytime soon.. but they way he answers when I tell him this makes me feel like hes done talking to me and Im not part of his ( Read more... )