some things that happen really fucking dissapoint me ( Read more... )

I've been out for a while.... dropping a line, a little hello. I met the man of my dreams, the love of my life, the one. who'da thunk it! I will marry this man.


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I wish that I could meet Samuael Bak.... I can maybe, he's still alive ( Read more... )

my world is inside out and upside down.

I'm lost about who I am, and what I believe, and what I feel, and what I think.

I want to embrace, but I have a sickening feeling of numbness.

I need to be alive I need to feel.

here's lookin' at you kid.

who are we to judge ( Read more... )

what's real anyway ( Read more... )

I think too hard.. too much ( Read more... )

this is somewhat of an end in my brain, but I'm going to continue to live, its a choice I've made ahead of time ( Read more... )

my new meds hurt my stomach... ouuuuuucccchhhh ( Read more... )

what do you do when somebody you love acuses you of never loving them ( Read more... )