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so in case you were sitting around your house thinking, "i wonder why steve hasn't called me. he is such an asshole." well, it's because i don't have a phone still (and i'm an asshole). and you don't think that shit to yourself, no one does. i know the fucking drill. don't lie to yourself or me ( Read more... )

i've been on kind a of a down swing lately. when it happens, pretty much nothing is good enough and all the ways i try and make it better fail fucking miserably. it's a really fun time. i'm telling you. for real. you can usually tell when this happens because i can never make up my fucking mind about anything. music, food, what to wear. nothing is ( Read more... )

silk nog acquired. along with tostito's gold and paul newman's pineapple salse. a righteous dude combination. need to shoot black and white for school this morning. fucked up. back and neck hurt. still tired. fuck black friday.

need to finish tests and research photo history project. im fucking over work. OVER IT. i can't even pretend anymore that i enjoy being there. i know it shows. it's just a cracked facade now. i'm not really verbally rude, but physically. looking through people because i couldn't give a fuck if they had seizures and died right in front of me. ( Read more... )

i still haven't gotten any silk nog. my head's a mess. i don't want to go to my job anymore, but i'm making new wallpaper by photocopying my face and the wierd shit that people leave be hind. shit's awesome.

i wish i wasn't such an idiot.

a lot has happened since i last updated this (i think i actually tried to make a huge update once, but livejournal decided it wasn't worthy and wouldn't let me update). i am becoming increasingly more busy (which i mind and i don't). a few important points ( Read more... )

i'm in new mexico right now at a kinko's. liz is at work. this trip has had it's ups and downs, but those are personal. well, except for one down. i can't fucking walk without looking like a goddamned idiot ( Read more... )

school was closed, so everything i wanted (and needed) to do today has been put off and crammed into tomorrow morning. anyone that wants to stand there while i take pictures of them, should call my cell phone. right now. yes.