so, i haven't been depressed or anything. just kind of mellow. introspective is probably a better word. i was just sitting here, listening to a silver mt. zion, and i just wanted to fucking cry. it ripped me apart. so what did i do to feel better? listen to mare. god fucking damn it.

ju-on, the grudge. original. i'll be here if you need me.

new record player (thank you meghan).

playlist -
teen cthulu - ride the blade
never enough - our will is done
cursed - hell comes home/search and destroy
celebrity murders - island of man eating rats
swarm of the lotus - picture disk
enkephalin/phoenix bodies split

what i cannot get enough of


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never again.

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everyone has fest posts. i am no different. the power & the glory, bones brigade, same mistake, r.a.m.b.o., & my war. i just had fun floating around, record shopping for mike andrews. charlie flaked on my secret santa, fuck it. it's been discussed with a couple people, but i will expand on it here, i am burned out on hardcore and metal. i still ( Read more... )

i have spent a very large portion of the last forty eight hours in my room, not doing anything horribly productive. chilling with artie. pondering failure. putting myself through the motions. feeling sick. feeling better. feeling worse. downloading amazing music. downloading shitty music. yesterday i watched oldboy (thank you ken), which was a ( Read more... )

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beforehand - i am not anti-french in the least. essentially, i am part french. this kid messaged me before trying to hit on me, liz fucked with him. this is what i remembered as he messaged me. i fucked with him because he would not leave me alone. he should die. fin.

( voulez vous couchez avec moi sez soir? )

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