Well, here I am at work. I've started my new hours which suit me a lot better. I now work late shifts, I start at 1.30pm on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday and finish at 10pm. I have Thursdays off and work on Fridays 2.30pm - 11pm. What I enjoy most about these hours is that I get paid time and a quarter for every hour I do after 6pm and also - the ( Read more... )

It has been such a long time since my last entry, and so much has happened, where do I start?

I went to Europe at the end of April, actually flew out of NZ on my birthday. I was supposed to spend two months away, but I received some horrible news from home and ended up returning on the 4th June - one month early.

One of my closest friends was ( Read more... )

It is payday today. With all the sick days I had had recently, I only got paid $634 and that was including commission! My account was over the overdraft limit.so when the money went in it left an available balance of only $527.xx. That’s not even enough to pay rent! So I called my trusty finance company and borrowed a further $1000. My fortnightly ( Read more... )

I had so much to do and so little time to do it. Yet I spent all day Saturday in bed watching TV. I managed to get out of bed to attend a BBQ at about 5:30 and I had the best intentions to come home early and get stuff done and get to bed early and have a very productive Sunday. But nooooo. Somehow I ended up in town drinking away my rent money and ( Read more... )

So here is an update for whoever it is that reads this and gives a shit.

I started on the nicotine patches on Saturday... not going too bad. I don't get any cravings at work but as soon as I get home I do. Apart from that I feel great.

I got invited to Brisbane for a job interview for a position in Japan teaching English. I thought about it long ( Read more... )

Last night in a chat room I let a stupid troll upset me. This isn't like me at all. But it really got to me. So much that I had to leave the chat room. And It is still effecting me. I can't believe I am this upset about mindless comments, but I am.

I'm still pissed about everything else too. And its raining. I'm having a major whinge day.

I am feeling a bit weird and also a bit worried at the moment.

I fear that my actions on Friday night under the influence of way too much wine has caused some ill feelings toward me. I am feeling avoided at the moment. This is not a nice feeling and not something I am used to.

This weekend has been weird all over actually. I have decided I really ( Read more... )

I had a bbq at my place on Friday. It was one that I had been anticipating for sometime and I must say, It went quite well.

I finally got to meet morbid_curious  so that was good. I did however get way too drunk.  But a good time was had by all and that's all that matters. My house was a mess this morning. There are peanuts all over the lounge floor. No I haven' ( Read more... )

I passed! yay.

so thats two down, three to go. and only 80 days to do it. - ahh thats plenty of time. I just need to get more motivated.

Mum got married on Friday night. I was the wedding planner for her since she lives in Picton and wanted the wedding to be in Christchurch. So I have been very busy lately, and all my planning came together really nicely on the day (phew).

Mum looked gorgeous and everyone had a really good time. Once all my duties were over I started drinking... ( Read more... )