HEY: this journal is not to be used anymore.
you can find me around.

so now i am making a ridiculous post- but emerson said it's okay to be a hypocrite. i went to the emergency room. i now have ear infections + everything else i already had. i guess my right eardrum is collapsed inward which is why it sounds like there's an ocean in my ear. and they gave me antibiotics and a sticker that looks rather sedate.

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erm, so i am back. i went to big bear with my family, and coughed up a lung. i could not snowboard, so i took pictures at the lake with my dad and tried to read. i had to share a room with my brother and he snores so i couldn't sleep even though i would up the dosage of dimetapp to add sleepiness. coming down the mountain my ears wouldn't pop. i am ( Read more... )

barf, barf.
sore throat.
head stuffed.
tummy achin'.

all-la-hands and i helped frans at the public library. as always we loaded up on "free" books and whatnot- including art now: from abstract expressionism to surrealism, photography, cat steven's catch bull at four, earth, wind, & fire's best hits vol. I, and many cassette tapes. formal is tonight and i don't have shoes/ hair /makeup /anything... i ( Read more... )

i am a victim of overjustification. i deleted instant messanger from my computer, for a month. it is just an experimental procedure inspired by the riverside reader. my leg has been hurting really bad lately. it aches all day at school. i committed to go to formal not realizing that i am already in debt for my concert ticket and gas, among other ( Read more... )

wow. i couldn't fall asleep after drinking that chai tea so instead i watched cheech & chong. then i practiced some html skills and made a new layout and user icons. if anyone needs help with layout overrides feel free to make a request. el fin.

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i did not get my tree frog yet because i have to find a proper place to keep it contained within my room. i have decided to buy the australian tree frog. it is big and green and $16.99. my frog will be named either frodo, merry or cornelius (cornie for short and when i am mad at my frog i call him a corn dog!- okay wow, i am a nerd).

this morning i woke up and put the covers over my head. i don't want to leave my room. i don't want to talk to anyone. last night should not have happened. stupid decisions can ruin everything. it was like watching a building collapse in slow motion. i did know where all my friends were so i sat down next to these two guys. one was laughing ( Read more... )