half bombed big meeting today and am now feeling washed out, way past the point of exhausted, and 41% defeated. mostly needing flannel pj's or something. and a good meal.

i over-use and get slutty with punctuation marks. its a little gross. sort of turns everything i write into cheerleader speak.

not attractive!!!

kay. cooling it.

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eating hard cheesey's after an entire ttc ride home. this makes me feel accomplished and tough. money saved where money is never saved at an hour that muchly surpasses my pre-assumed bedtime ( Read more... )

The weather today is matching my mood ( Read more... )

i got a jacket yesterday from value village that is so horribly ugly and overly terrible that i think it could almost be like Gay currency or something. it is serious gay gold this thing ( Read more... )

to being as sick as a dog.

i want to make more music. i am always saying this. i am only sometimes doing this. do i need to commit better? what would that mean? what would it look like?

my brother needs to come home. so we can make a band. now.

i'm feeling overly frustrated with my seeming inability to find a place to live. why ( Read more... )

i've been having a fat evening....mafia related ( Read more... )

michelles walls are covered in my various awkward stages of growing up. i'm staying at her parents house, enjoying her backyard forest and winterized anti-heat house. she is out for the evening, and i'm on my own. which is something i am a lot these days. i like it. it isn't totally terrible having my life in boxes, but i miss my books. i really ( Read more... )