this is the end of friday from at my grown-up job. everybody heads out early on fridays and i am enjoying the peace of almost weekend office life. my life as an employed person would be ideal and fairly perfect if i had a window beside my desk. but i don't. i am quite pleased to be making money though, and a considerable amount of it at that. i am ( Read more... )

i'm melting.
can the heat give you cancer?

i just got home from 10 days in the bush. i have showered once.....in lake water over the duration of that time. i have only drank tim hortons coffee, which i normally despise......entered into a heterosexual bubble of weird emotional intensity with like 30 strangers......saved a nest of little baby moles that someone accidentally dug up with a ( Read more... )

i'm gonna write this day into over. dry mouths at 8am ended my day...and then i started it over six hours later. summer is on the tip of my tongue. and backyards that feel like vacations. i want to wind myself into her. pace myself with the patience nessecary to give her time to mend. cause it might be worth the way i feel when i watch her laughing ( Read more... )

i'm not sure how i got so skilled at procrastination. but really, its appauling ( Read more... )

what does it mean that i am listening to songs and am trying to make them fit into our predicament ( Read more... )

this is the second time she has forgotten her glasses here. i feel like i've been on vacation for three weeks. i've spent so much time sinking into the softness of her skin. tip-toeing through the long and lengthly stories that fill in her 27 years. she says my body emits more heat then normal. but the heat is ours. i'm so hot for her. i can't help

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on monday. octavia butler slipped on a rock. fell. and died.

this is very sad.

i can't stop wishing for pancakes.

that is what i would really like to have.