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Playing with sticks at the cat cemetery, greenery lush and inviting, cat ghosts weaving between legs as light comes through the tall redwoods, four women become one beetle in the shade. Milkshakes and plans for the boardwalk, beers on the Lost Boys Bridge, us with our legs over the edge, the Godfather laying on the tracks, repeating, "I may be a ( Read more... )

a coyote running across the road, search lights creating a path to either heaven or hell up the mountain, no distinction. the high priestess, nothing is black or black. a constant ache. here i feel better and worse than ever. my existence feels pointless, but i can trust each days worth. laying groundwork for future revelries. tearing, tearing, ( Read more... )

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i want to make masks, altars, light candles in honor of you, in honor of the past you, in honor of the future you, in honor of old poets, fishermen, miners, mothers of the dead. i want to signify why some of us go crazy, how 4 years ago he was young and overly enthusiastic, and now he walks the street with gray in his hair, his pants soiled, dirt ( Read more... )

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"With consistency a great soul has simply nothing to do. He may as well concern himself with his shadow on the wall. Speak what you think now in hard words, and to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks in hard words again, though it contradict every thing you said to-day. - 'Ah, so you shall be sure to be misunderstood.' - Is it so bad, then, to be ( Read more... )

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i dream of the room with the darkest spirits. light and dust and yesterdays nightmare spins around the room. the door is shut, the door is always shut. i try to break it open, fully aware that once i'm in the room, i'm a part of it forever ( Read more... )