Comments | toxic_hannible: Pre-Last Entry

toxic_hannible

Pre-Last Entry

Aug 19, 2005 19:33

Hello there, This will be the "before-last" entry. My last entry will be the next one. I'm just updating to I guess inform you about what I plan to do and to tell you about what has been happening in my life. Anyway, this will be "not such a short entry but shorter than usual entry" (love the proper English) with some pictures. Here goes:

( Healing Process Complete; Goals Accomplished )

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mysticlime August 20 2005, 01:46:43 UTC

I love Hersheypark - the Wildcat and Great Bear are my favorites

and it's awesome that you snuck your camera on roller coasters, I never thought to do that

theframmitbites August 20 2005, 04:15:11 UTC

That is so fantastic!!!! You give others like me hope in achieving goals ( ... )

hey han423 August 20 2005, 16:27:01 UTC

I'm glad that you've lost weight and accomplished everything else that you wanted ( ... )

Re: hey toxic_hannible August 21 2005, 04:53:23 UTC

How have I hurt your ULTRA sensitive feelings now? Everything I say to you "hurts" you now? You have basically turned into the old me now . . . . . I don't understand how I hurt you recently. Everytime I go out with you, you frustrate me. Something always annoys you, whether its this or that or your pissed at this or that . . . you just ruin things for yourself and for me. Always looking pissed, sometimes rude, easily offended . . . BAH! You have to relax ( ... )

blahstich August 23 2005, 16:56:27 UTC

i could just start out this comment with "im glad that you accomplished this and that....blah blah blah bullshit".... i dont really care...i mean its good for you, youre happy and thats what matters to you and only you. [yes, im a selfish,arrogant fuck =D ( ... )

toxic_hannible August 23 2005, 21:50:50 UTC

I'm not throwing away anything. I sometimes think about the "good" memories we had and I'm never really gonna forget them. However, when it comes to the "love" you supposedly had for me, I can confidently question it looking at your actions before and after the relationship. To me and what I felt was real but the kind of things that preceded the ending and after our relationship can make anyone question your sincerity and that's what I'm talking about (you even said it yourself on your journal). I think of the pleasureable things and I won't forget them but the bitter memories (the ending and after of our relationship) is something that I will NOT overlook. The reason you take pleasure in what we had is because you weren't the one being lied to etc. etc . . . say whatever you want but your mouth will not excuse you from your actions, they say everything very clearly. :-D ( ... )

blahstich September 6 2005, 05:45:34 UTC

all i'm going to say i know what i felt, and i know i felt love,and sure the minute i broke up with you i slept with someone else and went out with them, but as you have realized the last month of our relationship i guess was just going downhill and well yes it was a lie, but nothing before that, i have to say that ,THOUGH i havent done anything with you, something kept me with you for such a long time even without the sex, and i believe that was real love, not just lust,sex passion or whatever, we went on for 6 good months being together, without sex getting involved, and i find it wonderful, cause that shows to me that i didnt just like you cuz you were hot, attracive, but i actually liked you for who you are, i dont know how you feel about it, and personally at this point dont care, after you have persistently tried to make our whole relationship seem like one big lie from my side, just cuz the last month was a lie, and just cuz we didnt have sex...blah watever... what makes you think that just cuz i had sex with a guy and went out ( ... )

blahstich September 6 2005, 06:29:34 UTC

ps: im glad you dont have issues recognizing idiotic sarcasm anymore... keep up the good work* hahaha...im such a silly boy XD

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