time to leave this behind.

dalnya. come with me if you want to. if not, that's okay.

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i've said it before, and i'll say it again; people should be paid to live in this country. the weather today was just.. horrible. cold, rainy and windy. okay, fine, rain isn't that bad. it just sucks when it's combined with a temperature below 5 degrees celcius and evil sidewind hitting all the stupid, cold rain in your face. strange thing is, ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for oslo tomorrow (well, today), but i don't feel like leaving my house at all. due to this, i haven't even started packing yet. not that packing takes a lot of time.. it's just that i'm fairly tired after sitting nearly 2 hours doing that evil physics report, (why did it take so long to copy someone else's work? strange) and i really ( Read more... )

17 hours left. am i nervous? hell yes. i'll be amazed if i even get two hours of sleep tonight, even with the help of melatonin. i'm not really so nervous about the meeting part (okay, that's a lie).. i'm just afraid he'll be terribly disappointed in the ugly (+short +fat) creature showing up (yes, that'd be me). gah. i hate being so insecure ( Read more... )

i was going to escape my homework by getting lost in the blissful world of counter-strike, but guess what, my half life cd-key is in use. hooray! ah, well, shouldn't be wasting more time shooting people, really. i guess i should concentrate on the oh so evil homework instead. should. i dread that word ( Read more... )

i sat down (did i ever get up?) and put together something new for mexian.net. it's nothing, really. just a replacement for the masterpiece of digital art (feel the sarcasm, feel it) that was up there until.. well, now ( Read more... )

empty. blank. again ( Read more... )

i just realised another friend will be moving away due to parents splitting up. i've already managed to lose touch with the one who left a little over a year ago.. but i guess that had mostly to do with neither of us really coping with each others problems. it's hard to be supportive when you're feeling so down you can't even get out of your own ( Read more... )

so, i went to school to take physics test afterall. for once, i actually did try to go through with it and do my best, but it turns out that my mind isn't capable of thinking logical anymore. i'm just not able to see the solution like i did two years ago. i could look at a task, and within short time, know how to solve it. now i just sit there and ( Read more... )