Come fly next to me..

Jan 17, 2006 23:31

Sometimes I don't know who I am becoming. I don't know if I like who I have chosen to be, how people see me, how they are making me see myself. Do I really want to be that girl? I wish for simpler things, simpler times. I am a simple girl, really. (I can hear you laughing, stop it ( Read more... )

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kittyofthesea January 18 2006, 01:08:50 UTC
I know what you mean about the break part..

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jezebelleinhell January 18 2006, 07:51:55 UTC
the medication starts disipating in the late afternoon/evening. That's why I dose in the afternoons as well.

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toxicflutterby January 18 2006, 21:38:14 UTC
so much for extended release.

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t_t_tanya January 18 2006, 21:04:16 UTC
Evenings are natural to cycle down. It's the chemical lull before sleep. It just hits depressives harder.

Be sad if you're sad. And those who can't hang will withdraw at those times and it all takes care of itself. Feel how you feel. Personally, I find it valuable to give comfort when a friend is feeling down. And I know my friends take value from comforting me when I break down. It's what bonds us humans.

I'd give anything to hold you and let you cry. Does that make me a bad person? I would feel trusted and special that you shared such an intimate glimpse into your heart. *shrugs* Maybe I'm sick for liking the rain, too.

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toxicflutterby January 18 2006, 21:37:52 UTC
I like the rain. And I wish you lived up here.

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lusting_4_life January 20 2006, 06:02:52 UTC
Don't worry about who your becoming, or who you were. Just be. It took along time for me to figure that out, many sad and lonely times, but I finally came to terms with me and I became much happier.

If you start to become something you don't like, change it. You are the strongest woman I have ever met, and I know you have the power to get whatever you really want as long as work at it.

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toxicflutterby January 20 2006, 07:45:07 UTC
Thank you, Sean.

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lusting_4_life January 23 2006, 04:42:43 UTC
your welcome gorgeous!!

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