it's been much too long since i've updated lj with my life ( Read more... )

well well well, guess i couldn't get away from lj that easy ( Read more... )

Shiiiit, things are so weird. I don't understand why everything can't just work out.
There is always a problem with something, no matter how good something else is ( Read more... )

life's been goooooood. i really need my hair cut though, and dyed.
but other than that, things are looking up. mmmmmmmhm :)

this rain is pissing me off. if i wanted my hair to look
like shit i wouldn't even bother doing it.

my bff <3 ( Read more... )

my grama+me were talking, she made a good point.
it's not that i fall in love easily, i'm just in love with love.

idk, i hope this isn't a mistake though.
i'm trying the hardest i can to take things slow.

october fourteenth - homecoming.
;) you know that's gonna be a h00t, d00d.

haha, done. loveyou kbye.

i realized that i really hate being in a grey area, so to speak.
i like extremes. i'd rather be completely miserable or tremendously happy
instead of just being okay, just being content. it's.. weird.

just pick a side. sometimes you can't, but i'd like it that way.
idk, some days just being there is nice, but not with my curret situation ( Read more... )

there's alotta things i say i wanna do, but i don't. maybe it's from pure laziness, or maybe i never really wanted to do that thing to begin with. i just thought the idea sounded nice ( Read more... )

basicallllllly, i don't wanna admit it. and have been holding it for awhile now. but i missed you, so much. and sometimes i would just sit there and think about you or us for hours. then you ask me if i ever think about you? of course i tell you no. and you ask if i ever missed you, even just alittle. and i said no. when really, i'm so glad you ( Read more... )

so i just woke-up, it's 1:20 in the morning ( Read more... )

i used to be really positive, now i'm quite synical. about everything ( Read more... )