I can convince myself of anything.
I know you miss me, and I know you regret what you did
and you were right - I can do better; and I couldn't care less about you, now.

One month.
I've never been much of an "anniversary" type of person, but we're going to q-town tonight and having a picnic at the rock quarry. (he doesn't know that yet)
(ps; no homo)
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I'm debating whether I should crush and pop this.

All I want is peace, love, and happiness.

I'm feelin' good, I'm feelin' real good.

He called his mom at 4 in the morning asking her to switch his plane ticket to today, instead of wednesday.
reason: "I miss Heather too much".
baby came home early, even though his plane was an hour late.

i saw him turning the corner with his luggage, and my feelings for him expanded.
i see him everyday, if not at work - at home, every time we drive by ( Read more... )

He messaged me for the first time in a long while.
He said this would be the last time he'd talk to me, until he finally moved on, which he said would probably never happen.
He said he was sorry for avoiding me, and making me think he hated me, because he never could.
He said he could love me, because he loves everything about me.
He yelled at me for ( Read more... )

There's a so-called warrant for my arrest.
Cops & idiot would not stop calling work.

I need to do laundry. 
And maybe if my room were clean I could get this 8 page paper I've been putting off done.
There are too many distractions and I am bored.

Time to drop by Walmart and do some returning. Jake knows.

My birds are out.

Chris and I ripped our lip rings ( Read more... )

reminder: make a summary of 2006 as soon as you get the chance.
not tuesday, you have to do christmas shopping tuesday.

dick curtis, and chris are going to set up my christmas tree while i put up stockings and lighting arrangements around the fireplace.

I know entirely too many Chris'.

He's a hopeless romantic, and it's cute. But I don't know how to react.
I call him homo, and tell him to shut the fuck up. He laughs, and says "Baby, I do what I do".

San Diego, Ocean City or Richmond? I guess I'll find out once summer comes. All three are far away from Woodbridge. And I wanted to stay in the area for ( Read more... )

I hate posting livejournal entries like these, but I am no longer single.
The boy would not let up. A week straight he asked me out every day, every hour, multiple times in an hour.

I mean, I love my asics, but I want some high dunks.

I didn't visit you, I had to work. And the entire time I was flirting with this boy, laughing and folding pants. I ( Read more... )

I go around dishing out my advice like I'm some sort of "together" and "stable" person when really I'm shit scared. Nothing has been the same since last October when I made the biggest mistake I think I've ever made. I can't even hear his name without freaking out.

I don't tell anyone what I think or feel except Chris. He's the only one I tell and  ( Read more... )

Thank you sir, I am still stoned out of my life.