well my week was lovely..i cant exactly remember what i did..all i know is i hung out with aly,feesha,chris,and dave on wednesday, and i "learned" how to play some bass..aha yeah..i can SO(not)play..anyways, felicia pretty much summerized it up in hers so i wont bother repeating it for all of yous who also have felicia..but she missed the part ( Read more... )

Before, for so long I thought I was depressed but I realize that I was just expecting so much, from myself, family, friends..life..I don't know what I was hoping for, all I know is that I never found it. Nothing ever seemed good enough before.Nothing made me happy.Nothing made me sad.I was just kind of there, faking through emotions that I thought ( Read more... )

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everything is just so useless...

to whom it may concern...i could care less....

BLAH...howd ya like that?huh?

some ppl simply amaze me...i cant explain it...its just everyones so hypocritical..and you think you know someone..and..*sighs* it just baffles me..ppl are so two faced now-a-days..and you dont even realize it until your pulled into it..its just all so crazy...anywways back to school tomorrow..kinda scarryyy lol..anyways im gonna go do something... ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a few so here we go!..um i dyed my hair...its blonde and purple!..in the process i burnt my cheek with colour remover...i hope its gone by picture day..or ill just draw a face on it!..um thursday night i sleep over at alys house..um we watched night at the roxbury with spykids 3D glasses on and orange juice and vodka in our ( Read more... )

do you ever get to that point where you realize that the people you care about dont care about you..or at least the way you want them to, or need them too..and the smallest things just make you want to slit your wrists(not literally) and you wish you could just go cry but in reality its just not worth it...nothing is ever worth it...