Series 1, About You ( Read more... )

I Think every once and a while I get the urge to write all my thoughts out, sometimes I want everyone to be able to see them, understand them, and other times I sew them away locked inside a tteddy bear. I havent decided which one this time is, so I wont use specifics or names. Life is filled with hopeless dreams and wishes. Sometimes I wish I wasn ( Read more... )

To A point I'm confused, But I'm pretty sure that I'm at the point where I don't care. I should care. I just don't expect that I'll ever have a happily ever after, especailly not this time. But do I want a happily ever after this time?...I would much rather stay at home and waste away watching movies and reading books, but also I'd rather avoid ( Read more... )

Im so confused...le sigh...

     Somewhere between now and then I should have realized that none of it mattered. And last night for the first time I realized that I'm okay with that. I realized that, while I do have self respect, I should have more. I should stop with the random outbursts of "self-destructive behaviour"(aka.random drinking,drugs, not taking meds etc.)
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so, ambers giving me a nice little friendly reminder to update eh?...I dont have much to say. I update my myspace blog thingy more, so if you'd really like to know whats going on in my life, check there(amber, your on my friends list thing, so go look deary okay?) But I suppose since I am here and already typing, I could give you a little insight, ( Read more... )

I forgot that before christmas i said i would write in this thing for sydne's amusement..so..i guess im going to attempt to write an entry, seeing as i have nothing else to do ( Read more... )

Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play ( Read more... )

so im thinking im gonna make a new live journal account cause 1. i hate the name of this one..and 2. too many things that i'd like to forget in here..and its a new year soon so why not forget all the shitty things that happened this year?...im not sure if ill actually get around to it tho..there is alot of stuff i want to remember on here..hmm... ( Read more... )

work blows..but..im getting..wait for it..a whole $97 this week*shocked face*...this fucking sucks..i was making almost $200 in the summer..this BLOWS...

ps. Ghetto Basics SUCKS..

I want new shoes..