I need to get crazyy.

Who's down?

I am out of good ideas. Stuck. Wondering what if. Lost. I have been spending alot of time alone lately. I feel like I just fake all human interaction. Unreal. I don't understand why people do what they do. Blinking. Breathing. Sighing. Thinking. What is the point of being a good person. But the same goes for bad person. I just don't understand. I ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what I'm doing. I mean besides going in circles...I'm going to start stumbling and fall over...But i am twentyy one now..w00t. Things are good....sometimes....but other times they aren't horrible...just not ideal...anyway i just lost my train of thought...i'm going to watch bring it on.

We are going out tonight...(itsasecret)

im pretty happy. im also pretty sad.

...Besides your probably holding hands with some skinny pretty girl that likes to talk about bands and...

if we keep holding hands our minds will continue to see the world as perfect.

One day I think everything will be alright and I'll come out of this ok.

The next day I feel like nothing will ever be right again.

One day I see a bright future.

The next it's all black.

This day I just can't do it.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Not having any control. Wanting what I've already had. Stuck in a tight corner. Nose in the wall. Stupidity.

My life is moving again. Even though it is so slow that sometimes it seems likes it is going backwards again. I just have to keep reminding myself that there is light at the end of the tunnel. What to do. What to do. I know what I need to do. I'm starting to learn that the only ones who really know me are my friends. And the me they know ( Read more... )