I don't know how to put what I'm feeling into words. It's my past, my present, my future. I'm at a good place, but I'm stuck. I just wish I had done things differently. You might even say it's regret. It's an old emotion coming back to haunt me. I don't know, I don't really want to finish this.

after alot of consideration ive made a life changing decision. im going to join the military. im not sure what branch yet. it depends on the results of my test. but it will probably be the marines.

here i am again. stuck in places ive been before. i can hear the demons whispering. telling me softly they can make it better. my eyes are closing and my love for you. im winding down sprialing slowly. surely. trying so hard to fight this feeling. its repetitive. a sinking feeling. feeling alone and scared. stressed and anxious. confused and all ( Read more... )

tonight is chompies wedding. should be a good time. i started school. english on mondays. and human sexuality on thursdays. i miss school. anyway my tire blew out if front of my moms house. lamesauce. have you ever just wish your life went in a different direction? or how different would life be if everything was the same just under different ( Read more... )

my birthday is on saturday.

my get away.

my alone.

my escape.

nothing come out right. words. the wrong ones. who reads what is written. just lost in time. i dont want arguments to win regular conversations. my comeback is soon. just wait and see. here i come. making things better or making things worse.

here comes the twist....

did you twist it?

feel freee to say no about this....but will you shave my coin purse.

omg lyke v**dayy rawkedd.

lets all go on the merry go round.