I haven't updated in a long time. A lot of shit happened. A lot of shit hurt. It was all a lesson in one way or another. I learned when to talk, when to open up, and when to no throw my "I don't give a fuck attitude". Thankfully it's over now and my stress is somewhat relieved. I've been stressing about other stuff. But in due time ( Read more... )

Three weeks have passed. I'm not even sure where I've been or what I've done. I know I've drank a lot haha as usual. Literally since I turned 21 it's been like non-stop partying for me. But I've always been like that. At least I have some kick ass friends to do it with ( Read more... )

Friday night I went out with my ex, just her and I, we did meet some friends at the bar but after we left it was her and I. We went to this park we used to go to in the OC and because of all the rain it has become a river, part of the santa ana river. We sat on the wall and talked and had a heart to heart which I don't think we've done for like 2 ( Read more... )

there was a massive thunderstorm today wooweee it was huge ( Read more... )

God I am so dead today. I'm emotionally drained I have so much going on in my head. I might go out tonight but I don't know yet. It's been raining yesterday and today. Yesterday was such a blast with my best buds awww ( Read more... )

Sleater Kinney - Off with your head ( Read more... )

The last couple of nights the air has smelled and felt so nice. It's crisp and cool and I poke my head out of window in inhale. It's kinda a relief when you smell it, like maybe there is a shift in the wind and things will work out. I don't know maybe they will ( Read more... )

That's the weather here. The wind is annoying the way it blows right into the windows and it sounds like an earthquake. I've been driving my dad's car since my truck is getting fixed, it's funny because I've been driving my truck for like 2 1/2 years now and he has electric seats in his grand prix and i always go to move the seat back but I don't ( Read more... )

I am in a really fucking good mood today. Perhaps it's because I am getting things accomplished! I'm taking my truck to get fixed monday morning at 8am! Which means no more search light haha (sorry amberita) which makes me feel way better! And my dad gets money because I'm gonna be using his car woohoo! Uh I made my truck payment and made some ( Read more... )

got a garden of songs where i grow all my thoughts ( Read more... )