Everything that can go wrong has been going wrong. sorry i havent written in this thing for a while. i usually just write in my myspace blogs.
kory and i broke up after a year.
no job, no car, no bf, no money, no where to go. lost. trapped. insecure. gained weight, wanting drugs... it sucks. sucks a lot.

_This day has not been a wonderful day ( Read more... )

Ive started my Senior year...its been weird. I feel "popular" so to say. Almost, powerful. I have no limit it seems. Im friends with every class of people. I dont let myself get pushed around by the "jocks", "cheerleaders", "preps", "scenesters", "goths"...whatever other steriotype there is out there. I walk with my head high and people come to me ( Read more... )

_its been really hot out lately.
_The fair is in town. today is the last day. Kory and i went on Wednesday.... He found his friend Nate there. we had a really good time.
_My bunny ran away, so i got a new pet. a Chinchilla. It might just be one of the cutest things ever.
_Kory is so cute.

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So i guess i suck at updating this thing. sorry ( Read more... )

So my mom and stepdad got me a car today. I refuse to pay for it. Its a fuckin piece of shit- 95 ford escort "teal". Bullshit. I know i shouldnt be complaining- a car is a car...but COME ON!!!! A FORD ESCORT?!?! WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD GET SUCH A THING?! for the money they paid for it, they coulda gotten a much better one. now i gotta pay $ ( Read more... )

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Kory and I are still in love

Its really sad when you have to let one of your best friends go because they'd rather go behind your back and hook up with your ex boyfriend and tell your other best friend not to tell you because you'd get mad if you knew.. Im sorry but now im gonna have to make her life a living hell.

Im grounded...apperently mom's dont like it when they get calls from police saying their daughter has been stopped shoplifting....but whatever. Also means ive been banned from the mall for a year. if i go back and they spot me i get to get arrested FUN ( Read more... )