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Hurt...
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
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Procrastination. Frustration. Myspace.
i should be cleaning chandlers house right now
but i'm not.
cuz i'm addicted to myspace.
how cliche.
he really pissed me off last night cuz he knows how jealous and insecure i get sometimes.
for good reason too.
and he always taunts me.
he says that he has a crush on this girl thats my friend and his too.
and then pauses.
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i am the happiest girl in the world right now.
ooo i'm so proud of my myspace...its so pwitty....anywhooo i'm kind of too hyper for it to be a monday ( Read more... ) -
survey i stole from jaz
1. Initials: j.v.r.n.
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: uhhhh drew cunningham...?
3. Last thing you ate: big mac...*drool*
4. For or against same sex marriage: for
5. Are you homophobic: nope
6. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning?: yea. my bf's a big anime phreak.
7. Do you believe in God: neh.
8. How many U.S states have you ( Read more... ) -
In a Nutshell...
I've gotten fucked up, stoned, faded, trashed or whatever your liking,
ALL MONTH.
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We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it...
Chandler broke up with me on tuesday. for the last time i think. he just told me he doesn't feel the same way about me anymore. It was terrible. he did it in front of everybody and i started bawling like crazy and i felt like i was going to die. [which is strange, because i promised myself i would never fall so deep into a relationship like i did ( Read more... ) -
duh duh duh...its joline!
i have like 7 minutes left so i must type like the wind. Jimbo's out of jail. i'm having his girlfriend over and Sam too...donovan's being childish as always. i'm back together with chandler...who woulda guessed?! we've gone out like...10 times. but anyhow...i start school on august 22nd...we looked at a 1 bedroom house for my dad. its pretty nice ( Read more... ) -
drama's never been my favorite past time.
-my friend jimbo's in jail for contributing to a minor.
-he also joined the skin heads in miami county.
-he got a tattoo of a swastika on his leg.
-and he probably wouldn't of done anything stupid if he could of stayed at our house longer.
-andrea's mom's forbidding her to go out with jimbo.
-chandler broke up with me on sunday.
-i quit wendy's a week ( Read more... ) -
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i got laaaaaid...
and
i'm fucked uppppp
i know is houldn't brag but im feelin good :)
dood
dr phil is an asshole.
he makes myspace out to be a pedophile's playground or something.
i need to go bak home. smoke something. either reds or some green.
fuck you baldy.
and in other news.
i went to the round barn festival today and saw almost everyone i have ( Read more... )