Okay, you know when you get so used to not doing something that no matter how much you tell yourself to go and do it, and no matter how much you want to, you just can't? Well, that's what's happened to me regarding livejournal. No matter HOW much I tell myself to go blog, I just don't, and then I'm reduced to this; blogging once every 3 weeks! ( Read more... )

Well, well, well. It's been one whole year since one of the best, and strangely enough worst, days of my life. This time 1 year ago, I was sitting on the hill of the Milton Keynes Bowl with 2 people, Marmot and Nat, whom I'd never met in my life (and Nat was actually supposed to be my girlfriend lol...), and had only started talking to on the net 6 ( Read more... )

Just a quickie before I go to bed. I am so bloody tired. I've been on the go all day. It's not been a particularly active day, well actually, it was pretty active by my standards, but it's been busy. If that makes any sense lol ( Read more... )

*sits round the bonfire ( Read more... )

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooo yeah, we're back on the scene! Hello everyone, my God I've missed you so much! Such a freaking long story and I will have to tell you all another time as I am leaving virtually right now for ma hols. Just to let you know I'm alive really, lol ( Read more... )

I'm writing this quickly in the hope that my computer won't cut out before I post it ( Read more... )

4 days to go. I don't want to be 21. I know it's stupid. I know it's "just a number", but it's a number that gets bigger every year. And another year gone by when I still have this stupid illness. My life stopped at 13. I wish I could have it back. I can have more birthdays in the future, but I can't get the time back. I can't even celebrate my ( Read more... )

Amazing how much shit one little DVD can kick up. People criticising it left, right and centre. Saying it's too long, or they're telling a pack of lies, or they're fucking evil for not putting Matt on it more, or that Gerard's fucking boring now he's sober. Yeah, that one hit me hard ( Read more... )

It's now the 22nd of March. The 20th has come and gone. As has the 21st.

It's still not here.

God is laughing at me.

It's the 20th. It's Alex's birthday (7 years, jeez, will I ever get over that guy??). More to the frikking point though, MCR's DVD is out today.

It should have arrived on my mat this morning.

It didn't.

I am not happy.

Infact, I'm bloody furious.