Today was pretty cool. I woke up way too late. I went to get my pay check and cleaned my room. Billy cashed it and took the $20 i owed him. I gave him another $20 that I owed him too and he told me I passed some little trust test. I was happy. I seen danny and hung out til the power in the whole house went out. That was interesting. Then I seen ( Read more... )

I got my job at the Harmony Pub back. I'm so happy. The people are great and I love being around them. We cook awesome food and laugh all night, even when it's crunch time. Tonight was my first night back. I'm so happy. Billy and this latino guy each got me some sex on the beach. I'm buzzin good. I'm just really happy everyone was so glad to see me ( Read more... )

Well the beginning of the day sucked. But i ate some hot dogs and beans and went to Georges for pizza. It was pretty cool. I think it's time i start focusing on the people that want to hang out with me rather than people that don't give a fuck. It seems like common sense, but i always go for what i cant have. Like certain girls, or their attention ( Read more... )

Ahem...

O ravioli
My favorite thing to eat
With your pasta like shell
And innards full of meat.

Chef Boyardee
Now he's the freakin man
Gives me a good hearty lunch
In one little can.

So... today i missed my critique in photo class. A combination of a cold and depression kept me in bed til like 11:30. I wouldn't have passed it anyways. I'm so focused on my feelings toward melissa that i cant concentrate on anything else. And knowing that i cant have her is making me insane. But i've decided to seek professional help. I'm gonna ( Read more... )

Today I woke up and realized that my notebook and a bunch of other random items were at Tim's house. So I took a ride. Dan and Stacie were on their way to a little kids birthday party. Ray was making hamburger helper and Al was gone someplace. Tim said "Hey Matt... lets go for a ride." Tim hates being alone as much as I do. We went to his dad's ( Read more... )

She told me to open up and tell someone if I like them... so I did. I guess I should've seen it coming. Why would a cool girl be interested in me? Seems like nothing is going right. Photo class is really expensive. Art History is fun but I cant retain everything. Basic Drawing is a hard for me because I can only draw when inspiration strikes me. ( Read more... )

Yea... I'm back again. I'm out of Westfield and back in Granby. I hate living with parents. For those of you wondering what I've been up to, the roofing thing with Justin didn't work out, but we're friends again. After I left him, I startd for another roofer. To make a long story short, I would've been is 2nd in command but he lost his business to ( Read more... )

Today i learned about my body. i learned that i can climb a crooked tree with a chainsaw and no gear, and cut it to a stump. It felt pretty damn cool. Then my friend matt gave me some real nice clothes that don't fit. Hes my cousins ex-husband, but i kinda like him more than april. i feel bad saying that. reality sucks. But his new wife is gorgeous ( Read more... )

Well... that's it. I'm a real businessman and carpenter. Like real adults and stuff. 24 is my age. But i'm by no means an adult. I went from loser to success in about 4 months. Well that is if this whole plan goes through. But it feels like it was meant to be or something ( Read more... )