-
Mick Foley lost his biggest fan this weekend...
So I found out yesterday that an aquaitance of mine, Jack Martinez, died Saturday afternoon. He had a heart condition, as well as Diabetes, but this was completely unexpected. I haven't spoken to him in quite a while, but it hit me harder than I expected...I guess I've been in a mood lately...but I wanted to play another game of cards against his ( Read more... ) -
Here
So, I just got off the phone with my friend Cindy, with whom I haven't spoken in almost forever! And it was yay! Longest conversation I've had with ANYONE in a while. I guess I'm not usually a phone conversation person...but it's a good thing to do. Cindy has a way of cheering people up. We didn't even really talk that much about things I've ( Read more... ) -
Update on life
Well, I shaved my head. I'm playing Friar Lawrence in R&J, and I shaved my freakin' head. Again. I'm such a 'tard. -
What the shit, man?
Okay, I've been letting my thoughts out into the 'Net for awhile, and I just now realized what this does. It's supposed to "bring people together" and take away barriers, but it actually takes away from time that could be spent writing a letter, or talking on the phone, or having coffee. It is, of course, supposed to save time, but at what cost ( Read more... ) -
Shitty.
I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. I have no direction in my work, my schooling, my relationships, my life in general. I don't know where I'll be in one year. Or what I'll be doing. Or whom, of the people I know now, I will know then. And I've stopped caring. I'd thought I had found someone to love and to love me back, but I ( Read more... ) -
Single again...
Okay, it's official. I'm not any good at romance. Oh, I'm decently desireable, I guess, at first or second glance. But they all seem to drift away. This one...the reason was odd. I noticed something was up, so I mentioned it. I mentioned it the very first night after she gave any sign something was up. So she, inevitably, gives me the whole ( Read more... ) -
Lightened outlooks
Well, I haven't been on here in a while. I've got a new job, calling bingo! It rocks! As long as you like bingo, that is. And I like me some bingo! Hell yeah! And, I got a girlfriend...she's like completely and totally awesome. And, she likes me! She'll change her mind eventually...or not. I hope not. I've known her a while, but this just ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
So, I guess I'm just really fucking happy being sad. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't I just find someone that I forge a connection with that will love me back? Am I really that undesirable to every female on the planet Earth? It seems that way, and I'm not sure if there's anything I can do about it. Chivalry doesn't help, guys. At ( Read more... ) -
I'm tired...
I'm tired of everything. Tired of messing things up, tired of feeling guilty. Tired of wanting things I can't have. Tired of knowing that. Tired of stupid people. Tired of smart people. Tired of crappy wrestling. Tired of trying so hard to just make a difference to someone, and not doing it. Tired of being forgotten, tired of being passed ( Read more... ) -
More random poetical stuff
A moment of desire ( Read more... )