Today was ok. Nothing great really. I had class from 11-12:25 and then got to come home. Kristi was having team dinner here tonight for the girls basketball team so my mom cooked some awesome food. I gave Andy back all of his stuff today, it was weird, hard, but I guess it had to be done eventually. It is just so different. I know we won't ( Read more... )

I dont want any of this anymore, any of it. Everything in my life sucks, I just wish I could start brand new and forget about it all. But these feelings never seem to go away. I just feel really lonely right now. There is just that missing piece that nothing can take the place of. I just kind of wish I hated him, I think it'd be so much easier ( Read more... )

I'm not really all that tired tongiht. Probably because I did jack shit over the weekend and was able to get plenty of sleep!! So now I am up at 12:20 and being bored as hell. My life is seriously getting so repetitive, day after day I do the same things!! Tomorrow I have class till 2, then i have to drive all the way back to Vassar for practice ( Read more... )

Today was another uneventful day for me. Today I worked, we were really busy. Tonight I went to see A Shark Tale with Mike Piazza. It was a good movie I thought. And now I am home, at 10:00 on a Saturday night. Cool right ( Read more... )

The past few days have been quite eventful. To much to write though! There is no longer a varsity cheerleading squad, they all quit but 2. And those two are just going to become fans for the rest of the season. So now there is just JV, and they will not be cheering for varsity either, no one will be. It actually is pretty sad everything had to ( Read more... )

Last night I was supposed to go out to a club, some things happened and I didn't end up there. I ended up at Andy's. I didn't get home till almost 4 either, which sucked because I had to be to work at 9! Things are so weird between us, last night it was like nothing bad had ever happened to us. He was as sweet as pie to me. Crazy right? But we ( Read more... )

People in this town need to fricken stop running their damn mouths. You hang out with someone and all of a sudden your sleeping with him. That is such bullshit. People can never mind their own buisness and find it necessary to expand on the truth. People see one thing and assume another. They need to stop saying shit and maybe things wouldn't ( Read more... )

Well Andy and I are no longer. I think today was offically the most horrible day of my entire life. He really hurt me but I will survive right? I didn't ever expect that from him. He was always a better person then that, but I guess that boys can surprise the shit out of us right? Its going to be hard for awhile but I guess if it was meant to ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't talked to Andy since last Wednesday and then I did today. Its really over. I know it is, and thats so hard for me to realize. I was told that he was "trying to let me down easy" which in turn just hurt me even more. I love him so much and its so surreal to not be with him. Him not wanting me is the worst feeling in the world but ( Read more... )

I haven't written in awhile, but thats ok. I went to the casino on Tuesday, and I won $30 which was way cool. I have been up to a whole lot of nothing since then though. School, work, cheerleading, and babysitting. Thats pretty much it for me. Today was so fricken busy at work though, because of youth football. Damn kids. :) Last night I went ( Read more... )