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I am the baby, the granddaughter. It doesn't matter that I turn 25 next week, my grandma will NOT go to bed if my parents aren't home. Keep in mind that she usually goes to bed at 7:30 to avoid doing whatever it is my mom wants her to do. Also, my parents left at 6:30 and it's not yet 9:30 and Grandma has come looking for me 3 times to see if I'd ( Read more... ) -
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Awake for no good reason at 3am. Um. Unless you count the diet coke I drank at 9?
I greatly enjoy how this time of solitude is giving me the chance to consider all the ways in which my existence is lacking. It's getting to be a long list.
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do it all over again. it's all the same
I love that song. "It's all the same" by Sick Puppies ( Read more... ) -
this newly impassioned soul
I am flaring. Like, big time. Lots of blood but it doesn't hurt all that much. I have no idea what it means. It's been so long since I've had any real trouble that I kind of forget what I can eat :( -
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When I recovered from my meltdown, I somehow felt better than I had before. I hope it's not another downturn and I only feel slightly defeated and overwhelmed right now.
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there is music in my head but it's not loud enough to identify
Don't you hate that? Idk, maybe i'm just weird like that. (but i bet that secretly you hate it too ( Read more... ) -
a scanner darkly
I got the book-on-CD for my drive up to Angels Camp last weekend and was apparently so engrossed that I managed to get lost but still end up in the right town, just the wrong end of it. However, it's such a weird and convoluted story that I stopped listening once I got back home. But but but... but what happened? and WHY??!? I cheated and looked up ( Read more... ) -
If you'd just realize
I believe in not asking questions to which you don't want the answer. Only problem now is that while I'm waiting for my answer I decided I might not want to hear what he says.
A childhood friend is becoming a different person and it's stupid since I'm not at all involved but i feel betrayed. Like he lied to me all those years about who he really is ( Read more... ) -
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I sort of went for a hike yesterday. I choose to blame the anesthesia and whatnot that still is in my system from Tuesday, but I couldn't do it. I was fine for the first half mile or so but then my vision lost some of its focus. Kept going. Got to this one part where the elevation shoots up and reached the stage where I could NOT stop or I'd never ( Read more... ) -
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I was just fine and had been for quite some time but the colonoscopy and/or the prep upset that balance and now I am more aware of my guts than I have been for quite some time. If Tuesday hit the reset or something, I want to Undo! It's not bad but I am not Normal anymore
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