whats up? its been awhile
i'm sick, it sucks
i've been stuck home by myself since like friday....ugh

i am drunk
i love drew
i love shannnnnnnnara
and i'm going to bed,,, nite

sigh**
i miss the "good old days" everythign was easy...i only needed few things; amanda, matt and weed....that's when i was happiest...i didn't care if i was with anyone or not. it was nice
i hate not being happy...i feel miserable most of the day or nautious...

sigh**
still high
thinki'm gonna go watch a movie

**tear**

weed = my crutch

Did you know that before you go to sleep at night there is one person thats always thinking of you. They want you. They want to kiss you. They want to be with you. They are always thinking about you before they go to sleep at night. They are longing to be with you.

so Drew changed my oil
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i would shoot myself in the head just so i wouldn't have to think anymore
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now....i gues i'm just waiting for Drew to get back from car stuff with his dad....his car is a piece of
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Drew and I have been dating a long time…but because neither of us
could remember the exact date I decided to look back in my journal…and found
out that it was today.


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