i'm so lonely :( i miss my love

i feel like doing something distructive towards myself...

i kno i won't...but sometimes this shyt happens

...i suppose it happens ( Read more... )

****all i have is this...please don't get mad at me for saying it...i'm not going to put it into action...i promise!!!****
man...i just feel like smokin sum good weed with Ben and Matt and eatin sum chocolate and pizza. no, i'm not going to do it...i'm just saying i would like to. now, i say Matt and Jason bc those are the people i used to smoke ( Read more... )

mmm i like to give him head ^_^

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EvlDark9: and the way you and andrew are together
EvlDark9: it just looks correct

this was from a long time ago...but i was going thru my journal and found it...i like it. it makes me happy :)

after work i hung out with my dad for a bit watching funny video clips on his computer...some of them were pretty funny. then i called Drew **cause i <3 him** and Nik called. so i went over to his house...we watched King of Queens and then he played computer and i watched Cops
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ok...so basically my car decided that it needed a vacation
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Y0ur life has been s0 hard
It's been dried up Angels that can't keep guard
I'm trying to reach y0ur hand
But I'm 0n fire
I never planned t0 fade... away
Stay with me
St0p pretending when they say that y0u're n0thing

Are you sad?
Are y0u h0lding y0urself?
Are y0u l0cked in your ro0m?
Y0u sh0uldn't be..

I'm drowning inside y0ur head ( Read more... )

o my goodness what a wonderful Friday morning!!
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