let me tell you what i can't stand: co-dependency. it angers me to the very core. NEVER BE CO-DEPENDENT.

i don't know why i keep coming back to write in here. i guess it's my best option. ever since i graduated, my life has been 100% surreal and i don't know when it's going to feel like reality again. i don't really care either way but i wonder which one i'll like more. about two weeks ago, i gave up trying to determine where my life would go. let me ( Read more... )

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he just said he was unhappy. it seemed obvious to me that it was because of the distance. i cannot believe that he made me feel like such complete and utter shit for going to france, when all along something else was going on. we could have saved a lot of time. some days i feel like my heart will never recover from this. i can't wait for the day ( Read more... )

i'm in the "woah did that really happen?" phase. no more hurt, no more longing, no more devastation. strangely content, waiting for what happens next but in no rush. enjoying things i didn't notice before. the depression still lingers, but it's faint. it's going to be there for a while until i know what to do with it. every now and then i'm angry ( Read more... )

nope.

 24 weeks till we come home. can't believe it.

 i just don't think you should blame others for your misfortunes when all you need is to accept responsibility and move on. no one has control over your life but you.

 still not better. it will never be okay.

here we go again with the neighbors. everything in my room is vibrating. you can hear their music out into the street. it's wednesday of exam week. i don't have exams and i'm definitely not staying here tonight... but WTF.

and yeah, i know it's cinco de mayo... but idgaf i can't stand those people.