Pansy's gone. Vinnie took her. I don't know why, and I'm worried that it's all an evil plot to get back at Draco. He' already gone to scare Ginny Weasley. Now Pansy? If he succeeds... I just wish I'd had the chance to talk to her. To tell her. What if sheNo. I won't think that way. Greg promised me she'd be okay, that they would find her and he ( Read more... )

I was broken. I saw Weasley. There isn't a baby. I'm somewhere between being happy about that and being sad. I'm not broken anymore though. I feel like I can be fixed - that I will someday be perfect - it's just a process. I think I need a Head Healer - but if Val needs one wouldn't it just be fitting that his other half does too? You don't become ( Read more... )

I'm home. Who knew that I would dread coming back here so much - that I would actually want to stay and hide with my mum? It's not like everything in this house reminds me of him. He was here for such a short time.... Anyway, I have been taking refuge in the music room while the elves sort out upstairs. I've ordered new bedding and the furniture is ( Read more... )

I just got in and I'm about to go out again ( Read more... )

Today was... was horrible ( Read more... )

Just received my annual owl from my mum saying how happy she was that I'd made it to France. She didn't mention the fact that she's yet to meet Theo - something she didn't let up on all night on Friday, so it's a step forward, I suppose. She also attached a picture of us that was taken at le Domaine de Lintillac.How she managed to convince me to ( Read more... )

As the holiday grows nearer, I find myself more and more annoyed. It's not as though I don't 'like' Christmas, but all it means is that I have to voluntarily spend time with my mother and wrack my brain trying to find the perfect gifts for my friends - some of whom aren't even speaking to me ( Read more... )

Had to call off lunch with Pansy today. I've been curled up in bed all day with Wollstonecraft. I feel like fucking shite. I suppose it's a good thing that I do... (Note to self: Get in to see Professor Snape before we slip up and next month I DON'T feel like rubbish ( Read more... )

I'm so glad today didn't go as planned ( Read more... )

I met someone.

Well, that makes it sound like I am going to throw Theo over for someone and that is certainly not the case. I don't go for blondes... especially blonde women. Though I'm sure she's a very attractive individual... if you can get over the woman part.

Anyway - I think I may have met a 'friend'. One who hasn't known me since I was a ( Read more... )