You know it's time that we

grow old and do some shit

Reading through a very old journal today, I had a huge realization.
Although it feels like yesterday, maybe even this morning, you've been gone such a long time.
But I'll always mourn our friendship as if I just left your side.

I've been workin' on my backwards walk.

I'm finally finished pretending.
Here's to being honest and starting a new chapter.

The end of paralysis, I was a statuette.
Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench.
And when I press the keys it all gets reversed,
The sound of loneliness makes me happier.

I needed this.

Lately I've been tired and uninspired.

I have been attempting to write something worth reading for weeks ( Read more... )

I had a lot of fun today.
It was a nice change.

California, here we fucking come.