This year Valentine's Day was absolutely spectacular!  It started out when I went to run some errands real quick and I stopped at my mailbox first, only to find 50 valentine's from Nick tellin me how much he loved me.  When I got home, Nick was nowhere to be found.  But there was a rose and a note on the front door telling me to be ready by 6:15.  ( Read more... )

I ran into a good friend yesterday on the way to class, and she instantly searched my hands for rings when I mentioned Nick.  It made me feel kinda good.  She's a real good friend; she's always been interested in my life.  But to set the record straight for everyone out there: no ring.  Haha.  Granted Nick and I talk about it and we know we'll get ( Read more... )

It's been forever since I've written in this thing.  Mainly because I just haven't had the chance to.  Not enough time in the day.  But I have time now; and for the past three years that I've had this thing, I've always written a summary of my year when a new year begins.  Somewhat of a period of reminiscence and a way of throwing away the old and ( Read more... )

Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you.  They are not perfect but are always perfect for you.  ~Author Unknown

Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers.  ~Mary Tyler Moore

Don't smother each other.  No one can grow in the shade.  ~Leo Buscaglia

Once the realization is accepted that even ( Read more... )

Boyfriends are like dogs.  (I know, I know, everyone compares their boyfriend to a dog, right?)  But seriously.  When you first get a puppy, he's like to best thing since sliced bread.  You love him with all your heart.  You show him off.  You sleep with him everynight, holding him tight.  And you think he's better than anyone else's dog, because ( Read more... )

TERRI CLARK - I Just Wanna Be Mad

Last night we went to bed not talking
Cause we already said too much
I face the wall you faced the window
Bound and determined not to touch

I'm still mad at you this morning
Coffee's ready if you want some
I've been up since five
Thinking about me and you
And I've got to tell you
The conclusion I've come to

I'll never ( Read more... )

sometimes things just fall into place... no matter how long it takes to get it, sometimes you actually get what you want... what you need, and damn well deserve...!
"sometimes you've got to sacrifice for a little peace of mind" -mom

Okay, so I didn't gt 5 days with Nick after all... only 2.5 days... BUT i enjoyed every minute of it... he left this morning at 5am, and he wouldn't let me come downstairs to walk him out to his car cuz it was so cold... and I would have had to get dressed... so he made me stay in bed... I missed him the second he said good-bye... I can't wait ( Read more... )

Hey it's me what a big surprise
Calling you up from a restaurant around the bend
I'm aching tired now and I could use a friend
Might be a fool to think that you do want to see me again

I know it's been awhile since I talked to you
Nothing wrong, just nothing ever goes as planned
Many times I thought I'd call, didn't have your number in my hand
I know it' ( Read more... )

trust is a fragile thing, ya know... once it's lost, it's very difficult to regain... and you can always forgive but you'll never forget... when you've lost trust in someone, and you've lost faith in someone, things can never be the same... you can try to mend your fences, and you can try to pretend everything's okay... but in all reality it's ( Read more... )