I need to stop being on the internet so much. I want to start doing things:

Read more; I'm currently reading Naked LunchJam more- with Kevin and become rock stars ( Read more... )

new look. let me know what you think. I took that picture myself, in case you wonder ( Read more... )

I learned Deathcab for Cutie-Lack of Color. That song is so pretty. Ben Gibbard is one of the greatest song writers of today ( Read more... )

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I never got to sleep last night. I was either on the internet or watching Life as House. I played some Halo right before my shower at around 630. Walking up to the school some bird shit came within a couple of inches from hitting me. It was weird...scary ( Read more... )

First day of school, and as Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind soundtrack woke me up, school is the last thing on my mind. My bed felt great, I didn't want to get out. The shower felt great, I didn't want to get out. Now I'm spinning the Postal Service and thinking some more as I get ready for the day. What will the new semester bring? I ( Read more... )

that was a mistake..

..fucking relapse..

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Ever since like...Friday night my life seems different. I know the exact moment when I felt it too, right when I put in the Keane cd and drove off from Arthur's to downtown Suffolk. I felt like something had changed in me. I don't know if it's in a better direction, or worse, but I feel better about myself. For the most part ( Read more... )

My grandma almost started crying this morning. Her and my grandpa have always argued, but recently it has been really bad. I just shut my door because I've heard my share of that shit. But this morning when she was talking about my grandpa, it was really sad. Apparently (according to my dad) they had always said they would get divorced once all ( Read more... )

Everything happens for a reason. Everything has a reason for why it happens. On the same note, everything has an equation that makes it work. There is a process. And when something works that means everything in the equation fit, it was right. But when that exact same thing doesn't work, there must be something not quite right. So all you ( Read more... )