this winter break has been wonderful and weird. the closer i get to going back to slo, the happier and sadder i get. i'm torn between wanting to stay here with all of my friends that i'm so comfortable with and wanting to join my friends that i challenge me and help me grow because i'm not comfortable with them. once and paris je'taime are ( Read more... )

first and foremost, i've decided i like women (haha what if i ended the statement here?) singers who have deeper voices. ella fitzgerald, for example. it's so pretty ( Read more... )

this week marks my fourth week of classes at cal poly. and i must say, i am loving it dearly. it was difficult at first, meeting new people and putting myself out there, but i can confidently say that i have friends now that i enjoy spending time with. maybe i'm not as close with them as i am with my best friends from home, but we're getting ( Read more... )

i leave for cal poly san luis obispo tomorrow. kinda crazy ( Read more... )

Woke up and wished that I was dead ( Read more... )

its time to turn over a new leaf ( Read more... )

alright, so it's already been approximately 1.5 weeks since we graduated, and they've been so much fun and a MUCH needed break ( Read more... )

i've decided to keep an actual journal from here on out. maybe it'll help me figure out why i'm so disappointed and stressed and sad. maybe.

7 days of school left.

this is the final stretch. i've realized that as much as i want to graduate so that i don't have to do any more work (in true senior spirit), i don't want to graduate because it's going to be so strange to not see my friends every day. and it won't be like the last three years, where i knew that i would be seeing them again every day soon; ( Read more... )

for whatever reason, i can't make myself do any sort of work ( Read more... )