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blessings.. a double edged sword
Lately, I have began to realize that I am lucky in so many ways. No i have not had a charmed life, but i don't know.. I just am trying to feel peace.. I was driving today and i was thinking about how lucky i was to really find someone who loves me and i love him... and despite how much grad school is a bitch, in two years I'll have a ph d... I have ( Read more... ) -
self-preservation
I wonder why ppl engage in stupid behaviors contradrictory to what they want in order to preserve themselves... is it some evolutionary drive that makes us cringe when ppl get to close or lash out to push them away... or enviornmental cues where most ppl ascribe to the idea that if ppl get too close they can kill (figuretively)... Regardless of how ( Read more... ) -
What Do You Have To Say? - Dear Santa
Dear Santa,
I wish this Christmas that my neices would have their mother. I wish that my parents wouldn't have lost their daughter and be absorbed in guilt and I wish i had my sister. Christmas always reminds me of her as this was our favorite holiday.. I just wish she had never died. Although this is an impossible wish, your suppossed to be ( Read more... ) -
under the pink--bells for her or actually more for me...
tori amos is of course one of my fave artists... I just saw her in concert like two weeks ago.. pretty awesome.. I've been getting more into uncharted (for me) territory and realized taht the song bells for her was a song that i could relate to... Recently, in the past yr i have had to evaluate friendships that i had since i was a child or since ( Read more... ) -
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so.. I'm going to start from where i am now and what is going on now.. to try to explain most of everything would take to long and just wouldn't capture anything... I think by working on where i am now and if i have to go back then that might be better... My cat is dying. She is 14 yrs old and i have had her since i was 10... While she is an ( Read more... )
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