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There are a lot of thoughts going through my head right now. thoughts about judgement and acceptance. Thoughts of being who i am, just for the sake of being who i am. Is there a reason for these thoughts. Is there a point behind them. Silly questions, there's always a point. These thoughts are coming to the surface because i'm about to have a ( Read more... )

It's been along time since I posted here. A lot of things have changed and I have to admit that I'm nothing like the person who started this journal. a lot of things however are exactly the same and that's not always a good thing. Something inspired me to start writing again. I'm not sure why but I know that writing things down can make ( Read more... )

I have to admit I'm a little upset. This is a rare thing, it doesn't often happen to me but I have this horrible little thought knawing away at my psyche. It's been slowly burrowing deeper and deeper into my brain until the point where I can't deny that it's there any more. This poisonious little idea that always seems to be at the back of every ( Read more... )

Why is it that after sex I'm hornier than i was before?

I'm so friggin sick of my love life being like a soap opera. I'm pretty sure that most of you know about Gary. He's the guy that I wanted to be with but things just don't seem to be coming together for us. I was also talked into going on a blind date, since things weren't working out so great with Gary I figured what did I have to lose. The guy ( Read more... )

The soap opera that is my life is getting worse dammit.

I'm being attacked by my ex boyfriend, his mojo and text messages showing him getting his horny on with guitar hero. Someone stop me from going over there.

There is something about this time of year. Everyone starts thinking about their lives. What they did, what they didn't do, what they should have done and what they missed. Everyone becomes so self critical of what has happened around them, myself included. What did I do? Nothing much really. Where did I go? Nowhere I'm too poor. Maybe this ( Read more... )

You know the absolutely funnest thing about working in mental health? You get insulted all the time for absolutely no reason and you aren't allowed to say anything back. You have to just sit there and take it. Last night I went to help a woman to the toilet. As we walked she said to me. "Hen you really need to do something about your B.O. You ( Read more... )