the more i think about it the more i feel like a total idiot... i just always sink into the same rut every single year. i dont know whether its psychological or what the hell it is but always get to this point where i don't want to do anything but walk and sleep and shit and thats about it, and i haven't felt much like walking lately as people have ( Read more... )

oh yeah.. i forgot to mention this... if anybody feels like a comedy, rent Grizzly Man... pretty fucking funny... there are few movies where i will have trouble breathing from laughing so hard(only at certain points)... Kate also found a parody that was pretty funny even though this movie almost didn't need one.

i have decided to be asexual... don't ask why... i don't feel quite like explaining... but anyway.. been a while since my last post.. i keep on forgetting my damn password because lj doesn't allow "dictionary words" or words that i can remember.. etc... though yeah.. i still here...i think..

I wake up around noon and mom is finally taking me to get permit... i finally have all the proof of identification i need... birth certificate.. passport... etc... and we drive all the way down to fucking amityville on rte 110... she nearly gets lost twice, but finally after insisting that she just tries going down what to her looks like the ( Read more... )

here's a pretty interesting statistic... 99% of parents who have a child that dies of cancer are divorced

oh yeah.. and now the bastards have decided they are going to give me extra time on the psat after all.. just one problem... THE PSAT WAS MONTHS AGO... WOW YOU PEOPLE ARE FUCKING RETARDS

well... i haven't really been here in a while.. i been sorta preoccupied with other things..kinda awkward to suddenly come back... but... well.. i made my book so that the margins and stuff were better dimensions and came out as 110 or so pages or something... i sorta been considering posting some of it here, but it kinda confusing.. it sorta sucks ( Read more... )

well.. i just figured maybe i should write something or other before i fall asleep... unfortunately i have nothing to write about... i haven't gotten very far in book thing.. just 65 pages which is kind of pathetic really...

well... this was kinda fun i guess... umm.... hmm.... well... i slept in a cubby, which quite a few people found odd... we also saw a pine grosbeak and about like eighty or so evening grosbeaks, black capped chickadees, red squirrels, red tailed hawks, and we saw a few captive owls or whatever... This was also the first time i have ever tried ( Read more... )

well.... what did i steal from starbucks today??? hmm.... 12 shot glasses... two thermometer things... and something that sorta resembles a mini bucket that i have no idea what its used for or is... though yeah... those were all the shot glasses they currently had out there... i stole 'em all... and then i counted them tonight by the light of my ( Read more... )