• you can’t sleep enough or you sleep too much  
• you can’t concentrate or find that previously easy tasks are now difficult
• you feel worthless and hopeless
• you can’t control your negative thoughts, no matter how much you try
• you have lost your appetite or you can’t stop eating

a year ago  i had everything i needed, everything i could truly want, maybe not by the world's standards, but definitely by mine.
i didn't see it.
now, i have possibly alot by the world's standards, but not what i truly need...

i don't see the point. in anything. anymore.

..is an understatement.

I am disgusted.

I have lost all respect for you.

and I am very, very, very disappointed.

I hope one day you will be able to just... wake up your idea, and make things right again.

I followed the link from Nette's blog.
So here's a peek inside me.
Stuff i know i must have known only I didn't know i knew them.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself ( Read more... )

I am very often critical, and very often too judgmental.

And that is also selfishness, it is also arrogance.

Because whenever we criticize, we can only do it without our conscience prickling by blinding ourselves to our own flaws.

So this is some advice to myself, a kind of resolution:

Constructive, not destructive.

More forgiveness, more understanding ( Read more... )

Forgive.

Forgive though you've been misunderstood, forgive eventhough it hurt.

Keep forgiving.

Keep forgiving.

Keep forgiving...

Even until you're taken for granted. Even when you're no longer appreciated.

And then forgive that too...

My ideas are not flawless and i am well aware of that ( Read more... )

I have this immense urge to just scream the F word out loud a million times

Sometimes it feels like I can't breathe anymore

It's almost 5am so that means I have 12 more hours to complete my 7-page paper for Organizational Communications ( Read more... )

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